Paloma’s Zach Bergren
I have always had a conflict with Frida Kahlo.
Frida embodied iconic imagery in art, activism, and fashion that lent an air of mystique to her public persona; a figure that was socially established yet colorfully exotic. Frida’s position as a half-German, upper-class woman is a perfect example of how socio-cultural factors such as class, race, and skin color use socially acceptable historical figures to address topics and themes that pertain to underrepresented communities. Much of what Frida embodied and became notorious came from Mexico’s indigenous communities, who do not receive the same attention or respect.
Paloma’s Zach Bergren
“At the start of this project, I wanted to explore the nuances of Frida’s life and style in a way that was as respectful as possible, but careful not to position her as untouchable. The series aims to explore ideas of transition, rebirth, pain, beauty, sadness and solemn joy by embodying the material influences of her legacy, such as Frida’s paintings and certain outfits.
Paloma’s Zach Bergren
The original conception of this series coincided with the beginning of my medical transition. It was an intentional choice. I wanted to infuse this entire experience with raw honesty. I spent many nights poring over Frida’s work and was overwhelmed by the intensity of her lifelong struggle with physical and mental pain. In forging a connection with her, I began to understand how similar our experiences were. Being in the sadness of not belonging and the beauty of Mexican women leaves me in a constant state of dissonance, not knowing if I am enough.
Paloma’s Zach Bergren
This project is a reflection of my soul and inner struggles in a way that other trans women can relate to. I poured my essence into each of these four collections of photos and I am so excited to finally share them with you all.
To Zach, Jazmint, and Carla, I’m so grateful for my understanding, kind, and patient collaborators. I came to you all with crazy ideas, but you responded with even crazier tenacity. I love you all so much. I’m also grateful to my boyfriend, Julian, for holding my hand while I cried and laughed trying to make sense of all of this. And most of all, I’m grateful to the Mexican women who raised me. Without them, I wouldn’t be here today.
Paloma’s Zach Bergren
Yami Frida Kahlo…thank you for showing me that I am not alone, but rather blessed by the beautiful and fierce essence of being Mexican.
About love,
Paloma
Paloma’s Zach Bergren finds freedom in Frida Kahlo fashion
Photo: Zach Bergren (Paloma) (Arranged by Nikki Aye for Out)
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